Sometimes****

Human.....Sometimes..people will be very happy.Sometimes..people will be very sad.Sometimes.people will be very Emo.Sometimes..people will feel happiness.Sometimes..people will feel that very pitying.Sometimes..people will feel lively.Sometimes..people will feel lonely.Sometimes..people will in a high spirit.Sometimes..people having mental breakdown..Sometimes..people can be so loyal to U.Sometimes..people can change very fast,just like a rocket.Sometimes..people can laugh like crazy suddently.Sometimes..people can cry like 'ham bau zing'...Sometimes,people can have full of energy,can be very cheerful..Sometimes,people will like a lazy snake..And,Sometimes.people is like having milion type of magic on their body...

Are human behaviours inconsistent..??

At GOLDMINE

The day he sang to me...The few mins after..Our couple life had changed to single life...................................................Can u believe it..??

Is that an accident...??any MAGIC or any GLOSS there..??

NO**

It is Human's Life***

The santuary night with them**21/9/2008**

@*@Ice Bar

It's freaking cold inside..temperature is lower then 0'C..We have been there for almost 20mins...Coooooolllllll

Yew*Yeng*Lin

Hapiness**

With Lin again**

The scary world**

I knew them from Goldmine..Their 1st image for me is..I was like..OMG..everybody is shaking their head...Although i feel scary to go there..but,I m still staying..because i have to look after my ex.boyfriend..Not allow him to take any drugs..Remind him to back home when the time is reached...I have been joined them for few times..and i knew a girl name Quennie..One day,She acidently become my babe..She is so kind to me..everytimes i argue with the Ong..She always will stand by myside..I feel so touching..**But,because of something happend,it's change our relationship..It's make me feel scary to mix with them**

WILL CONTINUE THE NEXT DAY...RUSHING NOW..11pm is coming..Is time to go back ler.so tired with my work today..

This is Uncle Rodnie & Aunt Lilian.how sweet of them..@Santuary@ice-bar

Denny & Lin

Lin & Me@Santuary


The babe Quennie*Me*Chrizz @Goldmine
Babe DEl*Babe Quennie*Me@Goldmine again


Babe Del *Me

My babe sis 21st birthday**

Biu jie fu & Biu Jie..so sweet of them***

This is 'pikacue'..He called me 16 since the 1st I meet with him..he is calling me 18 this year..for him,my name is too hard to remember..keez.a funny man**

Both of them always fight fight fight....

Kah Loo & me.. =<>

Fighting again****

keeezz..Kah Loo is curi curi laughing your lame face.. =>

My bro...His girlfriend went to London dx..haha..so lonely gor..

Haha..Kah Loo & Ah Choy..

My babe sis & her 'zi mui'...

So hungry..

There is so many food will around u..Once u say hungry..They won't let u feel 'sen fu' to when party with them..I love it so much...

All the gor gor here

Celebrated her 21st birthday @ Redbox The Curve...I m happy to have them..Maybe because of I m the youngest in this group..Everytimes when i spent my time with them I feel so comfortable,no any pressure,trouble or unhappy...no 1 will force u do something that u don't want..no 1 will simply make any decision for U..and say that all is good for U..Everybodys is respect me,care me...They will fully entertain U,won't let u be alone there,once they know that u are boring or moody...I love them..I will apreciate all the time with them..thxx every1 of U..

Everythings new..begining my new life##

After that night..26th Sept,Friday..everythings have to change..all the trouble is gone....Eh,is it..?I m not really sure la.For me,its been look like..but,i still feel that something wrong in my mind..Why..?I couldn't find out the answer for me to born everythings new..I wish,I want,I need..But,i can't..I m really in a big dilemma now..I m freaking struggling..I feel lonely.I feel helpless...

Time can kill everything I m having now..??a week??a month..??a year..??.................................

My confidence on everythings of mine will be back again,But i just need some time...

There is a POP porkchop over##

I fucking hate her..A cheap girl..She love to jealous,she love to show off,she love to act infront of every 1...Her 'wayang' is damn fucking pro..okay!!!She love to be a '8 poh'...although u just meet her the first day..she love to involve everything,although it's none of her business.Her fucking mouth as thick as a hot dog..i think is thicker then the 'hot dog'..Well.. all the guy must love it...Exspecially the 'Ong'...She love to ask people.."is it my bodyshape very nice.?"when the person who answer Yes...She will simply tell people her body measurement..'34C,23,36'...What the fuckk..!!!she dare to tell people that her waist is 23...Diu la..She is fucking fat.ok!!!I just noe that her name is April..But for her last name..I m really still not sure about..She love to tell everybody that she very love her boy friend..But..she love to steal people's boy friend..Aiks..She love to tell people that she only have Rm500 per month..Diu..think logicaly la..if it's the true.how can she carry so many branded & sponser petrol to a guy..no need to eat meh..She is Aboartion before when she is 15..In my mind she is just a fucker..a cheap girl..The first image she to me is a good girl..I used my heart to treat her as a friend..But,the fuck i got............All my buddies..Please don't be stupid like me...Don't easy to trust any1 who is around u...

I din't mention who is the fucker i m writing above..But,if u feel that u are the 1 i'm talking..i can do nothing for U..U just keep on wayang to every1...I m leaving this stupid rumor gang from now...Although my babe is inside..But,i m sorry babe..i m really can't stand to mix with so alots of the 'hot dog' mouth....But,i promis..i ll love u forever..my babe Quennie..Thx for the supporting & the acompanied always...

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Just finish my trial exam..& just reached counter..Is time to start my work...I just answer his called..after this call,I don't feel like work again...I can't concentrated on anything..My brain is empty...Feel frustrated..

I'm somebody by the rule book.There's a certain principality & benchmark in my life that I will and always will follow.This is to avoid any undesired endings.I'm very undecisive & it freaks me out if I'm being asked to make decision.
To me..Making a decision means a whole lot of responsibility and I felt that burdens me alot.I don't know whether what I have decide is right or wrong..And i fucking hate the feeling of regret..I don't even give a damn on how the entire world will think of me,but I do really care for the feelings of those I really care.
I'm some1 who is "HAPPY GO LUCKY" type of person.I thought that I handled things very well,but actual fact is..when bad things happen,I chose to runaway from it.I wanted to make those around me happy and want them to be happy because of me.But,because of my own selfishness,what I'm doing now is already hurting them day by day.I don't know what i can do next,or what to say to ease their pain.I know there's nothing else I can do now,its already no point to him,but except to wish him happiness.
............He brought a lot of new things into my life,experiences and tought me alot.In another word,he has opened up my life.This is something I truly appreciate and treasure forever.The "latte session" will bring me unforgettable memories,and it's already become my daily need.Enjoy the delicious taste..Thinking some stuff all the time,during this nice session..I will not forget the last latte session with him.Even though he knows that he is being manipulated & will be hurt in the end,the answer he wish is only 0.00000000000001 %,but he was never reluctant to help me find out the answer that both of us also wish to know.Maybe to him,I'm not worth anything anymore,but to me..He will always be priceless and can never be replaced with anything......................................................................................

I hate the way he look at me at the last meet...hate the way he act like can't see me.....

I just wish to take time off alone,but'relying on other people'has becomes a habit and it's already part of me..

Bla Bla Bla

Your english.damn pro..can't really get u..Anyway,thankz for the explaination yea.

3*9*2008

With my bebe

Ok,lets continue to my 3*9*2008..babe stay over night at my house last night..We woke up around 12pm.My dad calling to ask me clean my room.hmm..pity me.babe so good to me.He help me cleaned up my room..hahazz..Thx babe yew.Around 2pm we finish all the stuff & heated to Pavilion.Babe slept on the sofa again while waiting me doing a consultation..hahazz..This consultation used me more then 1hour MAN..I m so sorry to u babe,because this place only allow female walk in,he force to wait me outside..Aiks... =)Babe have a sweetsweet sleeping face...i m unwilling to wake him up always..MWAHZZ..Babe freaking hungry..almost pengsan..haha..!!We decide to eat Japanese food..at 1st floor ICHIBAN..The Sushi is really fresh & delicious in this restaurant..###start to piczz piczz piczz again =)

After i came back from toilet..sudently,he left me 1+1+1,although I already orderahandroll..Damn delicious & fresh (->)


Babe say he too hungry..

While waiting the order set**this unagi is our favourate.

Babe so crazy..He took more again..Aiks

Yummy!!Yummy!!

I laugh at him..when the set reached..its too much for 2 person lor..haha

**Our favourate**

I love u fishchop..do u know how smooth are u..??

Babe say this is the food for his size..Funny!!

The way he eat.is like never eat in a week.. =))

My lovely tempura...EMM..

its a bird meet ball..

at the last..We can't finish our dinner.. =（

My stomach can't acept this again..**

Babe say he is going to vomit..

Almost finish.haha =)

I really can't fill in anymore..=(

Haha.my babe is sosooo cutez..

Hahahaaaa...he is the most'leng zai'..mwahzz

His tummy is become bigger & bigger..AIYOOOO!!Bt,its comfortable for me..mwahz

The Lan CI babe***

**AIKZZZZZZ** bt,still very 'ying' lor..HAA

Babe purposely make me laugh...I love u..

Like a monster....kee!!

The big big'lubang'..

Babe purposely wants me to did a lame pose too***=(

Finally we can finish our drink..

But,for the food..haha

We are the nice & pretty couple..heeee.love u babe..

Kissing me inside the lif..haave o say good bye to Pavilion%%%

Anyway thx babe..U really make me very very happy on this day....I love u..wish that we can have a sweet love forver*** ===))))))