Horrified Woman**

I fucking hate 9 7 U..FUCK..U r fucking crazy..fucking idiot but not stupid...



Hey!!!The Woman..this is my blog,my space & it's my journal...Is privacy,I will just share with my close friends..I wrote everything,is.. for ME..& MYSELF..to record all of my memory...A commemorate for ME,& MYSELF..All of these is my diary.Even if is broken english....as long as i understand,I can write anything I want in anytime...

&

IT's not for--------

YOU....Woman..

You should keep your mouth shut..You are not qualified to say anything about my daily life..

BUT...U are so crazy...

U

WANTON..

U

WANT to know what I'm writing..

WHOM I MENTION..WHY I MENTION..WHEN..& WHERE IS THE PLACE...

DIU...what the heck...!!!!
I don't need to explain so much about what Im writing,fucker..
I don't need to pass a report to u,get a permission form u.. before I write anything..ok....?

U are disrespect my private...

Even if my parents also didn't ask me that fucking much..
--------------------------
U????u are??????

Just because of your feeling...so that u can simply interrupt my life.?
PISS OFF-----
You are just a bigbig trickster....
You fucking clever to lie peoples.....Your lie hurting peoples..
You are fucking pitiful+fucking toilsome..
because u have to create the much of lie to every1 include your another half..
A TOILER
I feel pity for U...

Although you are not young..But the way u think..your action..-----------------
PLEASE la...

Don't be quibble over trivialities again...
I got no patient............

Script's life

Script

The plot of the play is intricate--------

Could any1 please tel me,Who is the SCRIPTER??
m I the one of character?

If that's it..

I rather be a COSTAR**a costar that no 1 can realize my existence..

Metamorphose in an unpredictable way happened in my life**

Is that what i wish?Is that what I need??

=NO...It's DEFINITELY NO..NO..NO & NO..

What i need and wish is blissful---An easygoing life---

&

I wish

it will reappear in my life,& it could laST longer**

I'm still I am..
But..WHY??
Why i feel lost.??Why I feel perplexing.??

Some humans,they love to eat the bread of idleness,be accupied with nothing..And they will end up meaningless..
Nothing is reap where one has not sown...Instead,There is only reap as one has sown..

---------------em--------------------

I expect everything could reallocate...

*BABY*

I wish to be them...

NO VEXED..NO CHEATING..NO DEBATE..NO JEALOUSLY..NO DISGUISE

LOVE their naivete,LOVE their empressement to every1..LOVE their naughty..

Don't need to hide myself infront of them..24hours being myself**

She is using her real interest to me..

I love them too

I miss my babe life..
She is 'me'

A big eyes..a big nose..a small cherry lip..& fair skin



& now.. Here I'm...

The 7th day***17*10*2008

The 7th day.. =) Although its really not enough for me,this greedy girl..but,I'm happy...I cherished..

.......He has been with me for consecutive 7days.... =)

TIME FLIES-----

&

It will only happen during my happy moments...

Happy moments passed very fast..

Why is that so?????

------------------------------

My answer=

When you wished to have longer time with someone ...

you'll find that time is never enough ...

Had brunch with babe at Taman Desa..hehezz..

(breakfast+lunch)

The'sa lou bau'..




I don't know how to describe..but,it's delicious-- -


Portion for 2 persons..hahazzz..



Bobby came over**it's time for him to be snake..

**Authentic**

~~ Romantically~~

Headed to Dome next .. just to get a recipe..But couldn't get..

HHHMMMM------so sad

Babe promised that he will find it for me...thx babe.I'm waiting for it ----- =)

And here it is ...

Babe curi-curi snaps my ugly action**

He promised me**

The spicy filet O-fish

&....it's not spicy at all

Thx for willing to pui me stand there like'so poh' babe..

Leka-Leka

(orea+cookies)

The promised from him..& he is done

I wish too**

I have a chubby face* =)

Waiting**

I believe that he will done well..

11**10**2008---Saturday

Woke up at 6.30am, the damn early morning,although I'm off today..

Answer=

Take my 'undang' exam...Ding!!! TROUBLESOME la..Damn hate Malay words.ok....I will drop off once I read them---I never open the Malay book...So,just try my luck..#####

Hahazz..At the End..I failed... =)..hahazz...I'm so stupid la..EMBARRASSED...lol...colleagues laughing at me,and I feel it's funny too...DNOI..DNOI..DNOI..!!!!

Meeting up with my 2 RaiNboW's babes..Headed to sungai wang for a competition(Yang guang mei shao nan)...There are so many pretty guyz there...em..our eyes..Enak enak..hhaaaz..more pics will upload soon..

He is the 1 I admired..keezz... =)

Although he is not pretty really..but,i like his smile..cutezz.. heezz
Will meet him at his final again..looking forward..=)

**Both my RaiNboW babes crazy for them..hahazz..

Have movie with babes at midnight..my friend recommended me a movie..'FLIGHT OF THE LEAVING DEAD'.so,I suggest it to babe..and we decided..

THE END>>>>>

Hahaazzz...We almost fell asleep in the cinema...aiks..what a boring movie..I was like playing PS..I rather play it at home...and not sitting there looking at the artists played.. =(

Supper after the movie**--Tambah 'fats'again....
I'm unwilling to go back home..But.

NGerrrrr....!!Unwilling...

EM...I shouldn't be...haihzz..

But..
I'm
MISSINGGGG...

Anyway..Ended up Happy today..mwahzz...thx babe..

My feelings for today***
---@---
1*****Waiting----in the early morning
2*****Comfortable----before 11.30am
3*****Panic----at 12.30pm
4*****Stabilize----at 1pm
5*****Silent treatment
6*****Confusedly
7*****Distinct
8*****Happy----until 5pm
9*****Drop----5.15pm
10****Expect something could
11**** Waiting----at 5.30pm

The 6th day babe came over..lunch with me at TepanYaki..Feel happiness** =)
The last bite**

I really can't and don't want to put the last spoonful of rice into my mouth,because its too nice for me to do that..I really don't want to finish that very last bite..although there are still have a glass of ***gree tea***

GERAM....Ngerrrrr!!!!

What an Empty day that I HAVE**

I

Miss,

And

I

wish,hope,desire & needs

to

meet with~~~talk with~~to call~~send message to~~

BUT,

I

Failed......

I

Hardly to meet with~~couldn't talk with~~can't call~~couldn't send message to~~

What can I do is::::::::::

Just-----------

WAITING*******

**Freaking hate this feeling**

And

THE END>>>>>

is

I

couldn't

possess

U_____

Misss***

An Ordinary day..

**Just**

Missssssinggg U***

=)

waiting***ergggggggggggg#######

Sighingly

Thanks Teacher Jet..**

9.30 pm is coming..It's time for me to go back...haizzz..a bit scare la..dark dark dx..Before i go back~~~

Thankz to my DEAR tuition teacher 1st..hahazz...thank thanks teacher JET...hahaaaazzz...waiting for u here..will treat u eat a bigbig meal when u come back...Will have tuition with u another time..hahaazzz....mwahzz... wish to go your house there sing k when u come back...keezz...

Byebye**** u take much care over there ler*** =))

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

It's been a RAINY DAY again...

IT'S FREAKING NOISY & DISTURBING***

ERGGGGGGGG,.......I..............................HATE...... IT........erggggggggggggg



2.45PM###### 6/10/2008 **Monday

=(

Missing........###

Sk2 Convention..& it's 3daysssssssss..IJJJJJJ

Today is the 1st day of their convention..started to be alone again..I have to cover this counter for 3days FULLLLLLLLLL by alone...Aiksss!!!

Yiii..I feel boring+I feel lonely..

---I feel scare siting down the whole day..

---I feel scare closing my mouth the whole day..

**my heart---Bom.Bom..Bom..alomst louder then the environment I'm facing now..**lose one's breath

~~What is happening to me..?? =<

=..............no answer....................

(In a pucker)+(lose colour)

~~What should i do at this time..??

=....slepping+stop thinking..........Ngorrrrrr!!!!just like a pigzzz..Em..It's so comfortable..hehezz

##Last time.I will choose to eat eat eat..But now,I don't wish to lose out again..Just to remind myself,,I have to stay strong in everything..open my bigbig eyes**Learning to be Achillean*** wON'T be a lossmaker forever & ever.. CHEERRR..=) MWAHZZZZZ..I LOVE U>LAIYENG

Enjoy yea..Babessss..I Enjoy everydays i have...

Wish u all toooooo****

........1 of my babe.Hopefully u can withdraw successful...=)))

Everydays with LOVE to me* myself****

4*10*2008

OFF today,so heading to Pavilion..for my slimming session.. =)

Waiting at the consultation room.While waiting..I'm served with this 'lychee' tea..emm..smell goodd..so comfortable.. =)

Before the treatment**

After the treatment**eh.. no diffrence..

Lou Chai coming over & pick me up from PAV..dinner with him at OLDTOWN..

Lam Mee..erhhh..I forgot to ask them to change the mee for me..erhh,i don't like this..

The 2nd order is kaya & butter toast

The dessert..Coffee ice-cream..it's so delicious..mwahz

Yooo..yoo..wasted my treatment jor...anyway..thx Lou Chai...

Something funny & angry is happened on me after the dinner...heeeezzz.**

When I was chit chating with Lao Chai..Some1 called me..once i read the name of the called..hahazz..i staraight away threw back my hp inside my bag & said:damn 'fan' la...2seconds after.the person who calling me appear infront of me...I was stung..&stoned for few seconds..aiyo..cham lor..Oh My...He saw my reaction dx..EMBARRASSED la...But we still say HI to each other..what the fuck..very fake la..like DRAMA...I alomost cos of his appeared 'hak sei' jor...ERGGGG***Lao Chai laughing over..+ non-stop~~~~~This ppl ah..'fan sei' geh..After he turn back..still keep calling..He being so clever,called me by his house phone.& I picked up..Pity me,force to spoke with..I don't wana answer your called sure got my own reason.People tell u feel moody,don't want to talk,but u still dissatisfaction...Aiyooo..Please la..why the heck u still asked me about..??The thing already passed for milion years.And,I also forgot for milion years jor..But,u still asked about..it's nothing to worry..I damn hate people 'fan..fan..fan'..U make me wanted to get out of your way always& don't wish to see u..ok...